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Thursday, August 26, 2010 / 1:29:00 AM
hello. sorry for not blogging for manymanymany days. :(
i always have the urge to blog but when i want to, nothing comes out.
these days i feel so pressured and Ive been keeping everything inside.
i feel so sick of all these.
School for me as usual. Lectures only, but no tutorials.
more of the independent learning sort.
and its really quite a bad thing, cuz when i don't understand what the lecturer is saying,
i need to find a way out for myself. and no one is able to explain to me.
I know i can ask my friends around me, but im afraid that I'll be bothering them if i ask too much questions.. ;(
and some of them also don't know what its going on.
I don't know. how. esp for econs, like wtf is the lecturer talking.
sometimes they go so fast and i got lost.
and my parents don't know anything about my school.
and i dare not tell them cuz im afraid they'll accuse me of complaining of school.
or when i wanna tell them, i don't know how to open my mouth to say.
and they sometimes never even ask about how my school is, which is like. i don't know how to say. they don't even care..?
or maybe they think that Im able to cope with it myself, but seriously im not so great.
i feel damn annoyed and stressed up .
i hate this feeling. when you wanna do something about it, but don't know how to go about doing it.
and you can't or don't know how to tell others about all these things going on in your life.
gives me a feeling like no one ever cares? and what am i here for.
seriously. fml.
sorry that i sound damn depressed but it sucks to keep everything in. ><
i always have the urge to blog but when i want to, nothing comes out.
these days i feel so pressured and Ive been keeping everything inside.
i feel so sick of all these.
School for me as usual. Lectures only, but no tutorials.
more of the independent learning sort.
and its really quite a bad thing, cuz when i don't understand what the lecturer is saying,
i need to find a way out for myself. and no one is able to explain to me.
I know i can ask my friends around me, but im afraid that I'll be bothering them if i ask too much questions.. ;(
and some of them also don't know what its going on.
I don't know. how. esp for econs, like wtf is the lecturer talking.
sometimes they go so fast and i got lost.
and my parents don't know anything about my school.
and i dare not tell them cuz im afraid they'll accuse me of complaining of school.
or when i wanna tell them, i don't know how to open my mouth to say.
and they sometimes never even ask about how my school is, which is like. i don't know how to say. they don't even care..?
or maybe they think that Im able to cope with it myself, but seriously im not so great.
i feel damn annoyed and stressed up .
i hate this feeling. when you wanna do something about it, but don't know how to go about doing it.
and you can't or don't know how to tell others about all these things going on in your life.
gives me a feeling like no one ever cares? and what am i here for.
seriously. fml.
sorry that i sound damn depressed but it sucks to keep everything in. ><